Negative Negative Negative
Post check post check post check
Everything I’ve got to say is a front, a made up fabrication to hypnotize. You see these words, you feel the black on white, it moves you to tears with boredom, but you can’t stop reading.
You’re caught up in the sexiness of self-sabotage. That someone could purposefully rig the game against themselves is the most beautiful idea you’ve ever seen. You look at the world and ask for punishment.
Taking the route of permanent failure over temporary successes.
Always ups and downs, but never the speed bump ups and downs of everyone else. Only the glacier sized ups and downs, the kind that constantly melt and sink into the edge. Where the up is always coming back down with speed. And when coming back down is a deep sinking.
Other people dream, and you wonder what it is they see from those dreams. Is it you?
We live in the future, we travel to outer space and send a million text messages a second. All to let each other know the same dull shit.
We have the same dull lives.
Living in front of computers, living in constant response to constant streams of constant media. The everything age, really the everything shoved in your face age, so much coming at us all at once.
No room left for silence, no space left for privacy. Just constant pressure to keep up, to produce, to be unique, to be the smartest in an age of everyone knowing a million things at once.
So we can hold the attention of the millions for only a split second. While they’re microwaving dinner and watching tv and listening to music from their new phones.
So we are all the new kings and queens of nothing. Nobody bows before anybody else, nobody respects anyone else, because anything could be anything with enough time and information.
An endless labyrinth of media surrounds us all, wasting our time, wasting our lives with more stupidity piled on top of the old. But we can’t look away. The world is falling apart as we stare into our screens.
This isn’t good for you, you shouldn’t be doing this. We shouldn’t be so obsessed with celebrity, we are dying spiritually, our culture is rotting away from the inside out. We are nothing, we are the generation who will lose it all. Our self absorbed posting and checking, our ADD attention spans. We have no such thing as long term plans, the world changes every night as we sleep.
So it’s coming, so we can’t stop it, we we can only watch with a hundred open windows.
